So it has been awhile...

How very appropriate... you will need to excuse my writing and just follow since this will be more of a random conscience stream of thoughts...
I feel very old... in fact the title of my blog fits very much how I feel
Old and tired...
Can someone explain why some people get more crap than others? It was just explained to me that what I am dealing with is already more than the usual. hmmm

I am not sure if I should feel better ...

• with the explanation that the work is probably shoddy and the result will amount to nothing
• that is an indictment of the department
• this is more of a reflection of the senior attending and her character
  
• do I really want my name to be attached to the research

And to put the cherry on top, I am not sure what to make of contacting lawyers? Am I harassing her when there has been no response?

I have been advised that there will be no good end no matter what direction I take and this has already consumed my time and energy.